Day 332 I'm Done....

I'm done with living like a Christian:

• I’m done serving the poor.
• I’m done going the extra mile.
• I’m done visiting the sick.
• I’m done opening up my life to Christian community.
• I’m done loving my neighbor.
• I’m done living with integrity.
• I’m done loving my enemies.
• I’m done giving finances to global causes.
• I’m done opposing violence and oppression.
• I’m done speaking out against hatred.
• I’m done standing up for the marginalized.
• I’m D-O-N-E done…

Doing all these things won’t change the world unless God changes me. Ups and downs have defined my spiritual life. Some moments in  the journey were some of the most intimate encounters with Jesus that I’ve known....real, almost tangible experiences that can't be explained by anything but the power of the Holy Spirit.

Other moments, when I showed love to a neighbor, prayed for an enemy, served the poor… these were times when Jesus was right there with me.

Then there were times when I got stuck "trying to live like Jesus." In the Christian world we call these “good works” or “ethics" and I made my goal "doing" rather than "being."

By “doing,” I believed that my “being” would be consumed by an experience of the life of God.  Unfortunately, God encounters usually fade when all my time is spent “doing” or theorizing about “doing.”

It’s time to stop doing. It’s time to simply be done.  Be done “doing” because the Holy Spirit invites us to stop. And to "be." 

• To be the kind of person who serves the poor.
• Be the kind of person who goes the extra mile.
• Be the kind of person who visits the sick.
• Be the kind of person who opens my life up to Christian community.
• Be the kind of person who loves my neighbor.
• Be the kind of person who chooses integrity.
• Be the kind of person who loves enemies.
• Be the kind of person who gives generously to global causes.
• Be the kind of person who responds to evil with creative nonviolence.
• Be the kind of person who not only speaks out against hatred, but who suffers for the sake of the hated.
• Be the kind of person who stands in the margins with those who’ve been placed there by society (and even the church).

 I want to BE, and in the process become a different kind of Jesus follower.

Why the distinction? It's easy to follow the ethical teachings of Jesus and then miss the Christ who taught them. Dallas Willard (old guy) says:

Jesus never expected us simply to turn the other cheek, go the second mile, bless those who persecute us, give unto those who ask, etc.  These responses, generally and rightly understood to be characteristic of Christ-likeness, were put forth by him as illustrative of what might be expected of a new kind of person – one who intelligently and steadfastly seeks, above all else, to live within the rule of God and be possessed by the kind of righteousness that God himself has, as Matthew 6:33 portrays. Instead, Jesus did invite people to follow him into that sort of life from which behavior such as loving one’s enemies will seem like the only sensible and happy thing to do. For a person living that life, the hard thing to do would be to hate the enemy, to turn the supplicant away, or to curse the curser…  True Christ-likeness, true companionship with Christ, comes at the point where it is hard not to respond as he would.

So, I’m done with living like a Christian. I’m trading that in for living in a deeper relationship with Christ.  I want to know Jesus. I want to hear Jesus. I want to be empowered by Jesus. Not simply in theory as I do the good things that he calls us to do, but as the natural outflow of intimacy with God.  The former way “gets the job done.”  The latter way changes the world.

This means the intentionality of placing myself in a position to hear from the Spirit.  Spiritual practices like – solitude, Sabbath, lectio divina, silence, confession, prayer, and practicing the presence of God – these neglected areas of life have led to a Christianity defined by “doing” rather than “being.”

God, help our intimate relationships with Christ to make it impossible to not respond with the ethics marked out by the Kingdom of God. Not out of effort to do good things, but out of our efforts to know Jesus Christ through an awareness of the presence of God’s Spirit. Help this to become our normal, so that we won’t be able to help it… we will just start looking like You. Amen.